To Perth

Mummy, Grandma, Grandpa & 'Yiyi' Kereen are leaving to Perth later tonight. The flight will be midnight today & will be reaching tomorrow early morning. We will be staying over at Auntie N's whom has migrated to Australia many years ago. Most of her children are also living in Perth. The trip will be a mixed of family gathering, holiday, sight-seeing & hopefully shopping too.
We will be back by 31Aug afternoon.
Miss you, baby Rayvin & 'Koko' Jayvin too.

Visit To GP

It had been 2 weeks since our visit to 'Koko' Jayvin's skin specialist and yet, his skin condition has not improved much. Last night was bad & he had been disturbing Mummy & Daddy for the whole night. The medication had finished few days ago & his itchiness was unbearable last night. He was so irritated & moody & disturbing !

Mummy brought him for a GP visit today. Took medication to prevent the itchiness, antibiotics & cream to be applied on both his limbs. His scars look rather bad.

Mummy had also booked 4 Agrippal - flu vaccine from Aventis. Hopefully, it helps to prevent the H1N1 which is getting more and more critical in Malaysia. Mummy had the shot earlier during the KB, arranged by 'Yiyi' Kereen. Thanks, Kereen. Really felt like "kiasu" and "kiasi" this time.

Mummy miss you, baby Rayvin.

Fire Fighter Toy Set

Mummy & Daddy brought 'Koko' Jayvin to Mines Shopping Centre last night. After dinner @ Kenny Rogers Restaurant by the side of the lake, we went shopping. Guess what! Mummy bought a new set of fire fighter toys for Jayvin. Daddy keeps saying it's expensive @ RM59.90, but Jayvin loves it very much. Had been playing with it till midnight last night & woke up so early today just to play with the fire engine.

Mummy also bought him a new DVD - Ponyo. Had been watching it again & again & again. The story line is not logical but manage to attract small children with the beautiful sea creatures, babies, boat, etc ...

1 Year 1 Month

Baby Rayvin will be 1 year & 1 month tomorrow. Time flies ... Mummy really can't imagine how Baby Rayvin is supposed to look like by now. Tried hard but still unable to imagine. Even the counsellor asked Mummy to try again & again, but Mummy just unable to ... So sad isn't it ???

New Hair Do

The implant course ended slightly early today & Mummy took the opportunity to visit the hair saloon. Had been having this in the mind since a month ago. Reachedat 5.30pm, decided on digital perm & end by 9.30 pm. The bill came up to RM280. Ouch, a tiring session & a costly one too ...

Module 1 Implant Course

Module 1 Oral Implant Course in UM is finally over. What a relieved! It ended well even though Mummy encountered so much frustration & ad-hoc task for the past 3 days. So glad that the speaker, Dr HH is so nice & approachable. We had 2 dinners together at a Japanese restaurant at MV & Fatty Crab Taman Mayang. KS & JH were there too, enjoying the good food.

Mummy love u, baby Rayvin.

Cousin's Wedding Dinner

Mummy, Daddy, 'Yiyi' Kereen & 'Koko' Jayvin attended Mummy's cousin wedding dinner (15Aug09) at Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant in PJ last weekend. Good to see some of Mummy's relatives again. Besides the wedding couple, Jayvin had a real good time. Dressed in a newly purchased black vest with matching black pants & cute little bow tie, Jayvin looks handsome yet very cute. Towards the mid of the dinner course, he met a new friend who happens to be around his age. They ran around the whole restaurant, played hide-and-seek under the tables, rolled on the carpet, jumped on the stage & all those cheeky and playful things boys will do. Jayvin definitely had fun till midnight.

Sad to say that the food taste horrible. A total disappointment.

Busy Again

It has been a very busy week for Mummy. Mummy was outstation to KB from Tues to Wed. Upon returning, Mummy had to make preparation for Implant Course next week, as well as MAAD exhibition this weekend.

Mummy took a 1/2 day leave today to accompany 'Yiyi' Kereen for bridal package enquiries. 'Koko' Jayvin followed along. As usual, it was fun, yet distracting with him around.

Mummy & 'Yiyi' Kereen will bring 'Koko' Jayvin to Sunway Pyramid tomorrow to shop for 'little best man suit'. He will definitely look handsome in it ....

Miss you baby Rayvin.

Jayvin's Skin Specialist

Lately Jayvin had lots of swollen areas on both hands & legs. They were very itchy & with Jayvin scratching them, they bleed & stained his clothes, bed sheet, pants ... Doesn't look like any mosquitoes or insects bite which were suspected earlier.

Mummy brought him to the Ting Skin Specialist yesterday. We arrived at 10am & surprisingly was given 'Q' No. 77 ! The worst thing is our turn is scheduled to be by 6.30pm !!! Crazy right?

We went back home, relax & went back to the clinic again at 7pm. Met the Dr for around 3 min at 7.15pm, paid an exorbitant fees of RM90 and left the clinic by 7.30pm.

Call Mummy an idiot but definately will go back there again if necessary. Crazy right? As long as it is effective, Mummy will do anything for Jayvin.

Love you baby Rayvin. Can Mummy do anything for you ???

Swollen Eyes

Due to too much crying yesterday, Mummy's eyes were badly swollen. Had to lie to colleagues and blame the allergy attack again. Wondering what excuse to give next 2 weeks after the same counselling session ? Another 'allergy attack' at the eyes ???

1st Counselling Session

After so much considerations, Mummy had decided to attend counselling session. Mummy knows it is definitely unhealthy for prolong grieving, but has been delaying it for more than a year now. Still trapped in denial & anger stage till today.

The session went well with lots of tears. Lots of stories telling. The dam burst just now ... Don't really know whether it helps or not, as it is too early to tell. However, the counsellor did mentioned that Mummy should have come forward much earlier, but it is never too late. Well, Mummy had to admit that Mummy did have grieving problems.

Mummy miss u & love u, Baby Rayvin.

Jayvin's Gift From KB

'Koko' Jayvin's gifts bought from KB - purple T-shirt, 1 set of purple shirt with matching pants & 1 complete set of fishing rod & net with sea creatures -various fishes, lobster, squid. He loves them very much ...