Holiday In Kuantan (25-29 Dec 08)

Jayvin had fun during the Kuantan trip. Riding his bicycle everyday, shopping, went to the Kuantan Mini Zoo & swimming at the Teluk Chempedak beach. Wow... he really enjoy himself, while Mummy was sick & stay at home (Yiyi's house).

Rushing For "Beautiful Collection" Blog

Mummy has been sick & tired with head & body aching since few days ago. Yiyi, uncle, kong kong & grand mama have been taking turn to entertain koko Jayvin, who is forever active & playful. Luckily koko is not fussy during his playtime, but is very particular during his nap & sleeping time. Besides that, Mummy is also rushing to complete the "Beautiful Collection" blog which 3rd yiyi had promised to initiate, but nothing was done by her till today. Sigh ... Mummy's sleeping partner... Mummy has been spending hours & hours of time constructing it & hope to complete it ASAP. Mummy love u, baby Rayvin.

New Bicycle In Kuantan

Mummy drove Koko Jayvin to Kuantan since last Thursday. It rains almost everyday here, but that did not deter Koko from riding his new bicycle everyday. He loves to show off his new cycling discoveries with the ever cool macho face. Thanks to both yiyi who subsidized the bicycle & not forgetting uncle who helps out a lot.

Baby Angel Rayvin is 5 Months Old Today

Sleep well, my precious baby Rayvin ... Till we meet again, Mummy miss u so much today & everyday ...

Can't Wait For Christmas

Mummy just can't wait for Christmas as life is stressful lately. Mummy needs to breakaway from the office. Will be bringing Koko Jayvin to Kuantan this Christmas to enjoy the hot sandy beach. Mummy loves to see Koko gets his hand dirty building sand castle & enjoy himself with the nature. Baby Rayvin, Mummy wish u are here with us ...

Sad Day

Mummy received a bad news just now. A colleague's father had passed away today & the worst part is, she had just lost her mom 2 months earlier. It must be extremely hard for her. Mummy felt so sorry for her & wondering why life can be so cruel? Mummy is sad ...

Uncontrol BP

Mummy had indigestion last Friday & finally had decided to pay a visit to the GP. Rather surprised when the Dr confirmed that Mummy's BP is rather high (130+/90+) & the gastric may be induced by stress. No wonder Mummy had constant dizziness & nausea lately. Mummy monitored BP for the past few days but it was still uncontrollable. Sigh... Mummy is worry now as Grandma also has high BP. As if the worst is not over, now another nightmare is coming ... Sigh ... Mummy is tired physically & emotionally.

Super Mom ?

It has been a while since Mummy visited other T18 related blogs. It's amazing that those T18 parents are so tough, supporting each other & willing to sacrifice so much for their precious child without complaint. It is definitely not an easy ride for them. Mummy is so sad... Mummy just wonder if Mummy can be another Super Mom if u are here today, baby Rayvin. Mummy still miss u so much...

Shopping For Jayvin's New Bicycle

It feels like yesterday when Mummy bought Fisher Price walker/car & a tricycle for 'Koko' Jayvin. Now, 'Koko' needs a bigger bicycle. Jayvin had master his turning well & can even paddle very fast. He had fall down twice while riding his tricycle due to 'speeding'. Yesterday, Mummy & Daddy went to Mid Valley searching for a toddler bicycle. Had not found a suitable one yet but will continue to scout around.

Shopping Paradise - Ho Chi Minh

HCM is a shopping paradise. Their artwork & handicraft are superb. Paintings, handbags, household deco., cloth, shoes are mostly handmade, stitches after stitches. Food is delicious, nicely decorated & cheap too. However, the traffic is a real madness - crowded with motorcycles, noisy from their constant "honk" & very dusty too. Chu Chi Tunnel experience is definitely one the unforgettable experience. It was used by the Viet Kongs to fight the US army. It was very small & narrow, deep under the ground with some areas in total darkness. Mummy had to admit that Mummy almost had a panic attack. (HCM 24-28 Oct 2008)

Still a long way to go - 7 kg

Time Flies

Time flies. So many events & happenings around that sometimes Mummy just 'forgot', pretend to be jovial & wonder if it was just a dream. Mummy is trying to give various excuses not to visit this blog as it really brings back the unfavourable memories. Mummy miss u so much, baby Rayvin - so much that Mummy is trying hard to avoid this blog. Lately a lot of Mummy's close friends gave birth recently. Mummy is truly happy for them, happily chatting & discussing about babies with them, but deep down, Mummy's heart is shattered into pieces. Nobody will ever understand this feeling. Everybody else has moved forward, never looking back, or try not to look back. It was just a bad dream to them. Baby Rayvin, Mummy miss u so much, so much that words just can't describe ...