It's Friday

Yeah, going to fetch 'Koko' Jayvin from school later. Has been a practice to fetch him every Friday since Mummy is not working. Well, spend some precious time with him while Mummy afford to ...

Mummy looked through this blog again just now, backdated to years ago, times when the pain of losing baby angel Rayvin was so intense. Weeping queitly in this little bedroom, flashed back to memories years ago - the hope, the happiness, the shock, the madness, the despair, the disappointment, the sadness, the 'nothing' in the end  ...

Ohh, it's still so painful. It hurts so much. It has changed Mummy's life so much, Mummy's thoughts, Mummy's actions nowadays. It hurts & will always be ...

Missing you & loving you so much, baby Rayvin (3Y3M5D) ...

Beautiful ...

Back to Norm

'Koko' Jayvin is back to school today after 5 days away from school. A bit cranky this morning. Hopefully, he is well & able to catch up with all those revision. This week is the school's revision week, preparing for next week exams.

Nothing much, still waiting for the positive replies and calls.

The 2nd interview at D last Monday went rather well, minus Mummy's bad cough and sore throat. Mummy was given an opportunity for a new position, a position that was not approved yet! The GM needs to discuss further with her boss again. Sigh, a waiting game ... a risky game ...

It has been a month now, hopefully there is a bright light at the other side of the tunnel ...

Happy Deepavali

Yesterday was the Deepavali celebration for the Hindus. However, the Aunty & her family were all celebrating in Karak, therefore no Deepavali open house for yesterday. Might visit them in Cheras this weekend though, to be confirmed later. After all, 'Koko' Jayvin needs to stay at home to fully recover and revise his study !!!

Measles

Next week is exam week for 'Koko' Jayvin and upon hearing it last Friday, Jayvin was down with high fever on Saturday afternoon, followed by continuous vomiting and high fever over the night. He developed red spots on his abdomen on Sunday afternoon and declared as measles on Monday.

Today, he is resting at home, been away from school for 2 days but is still playful, except for the persistent itchiness on both his limbs, head, in fact the whole body. A long holiday for him and away from the revision and school. A good timing for him. Well, that's 'Koko' Jayvin, intelligent but very, very lazy ...

Meaningful ...

Hooray ...

Not the best news, but at least the 2nd interview is scheduled for next Monday with the GM. Finally ... Still waiting for the response from the L company for the tele-interview. Just can't wait to go back to work ... Please answer my little prayer ...

Pap Smear

Had been 3 long years since Mummy's last pap smear. Gathering up the courage, Mummy went for the test this morning at the 1Malaysia Clinic, Seri Malaysia, which is only 5 minutes away from our home. The best part is it only cost RM1!!! This also include the breast examination. Amazing yeah, where else outside GPs charge around RM80. The down side is Mummy has to wait for around 1 month for the test result. With only RM1, it can always wait ...

Peaceful ...

Living in a slow-paced lifestyle now. Feels good & refreshing. Keep up with all the 'things-to-do' which have been postponed for ages now. Run a bit of the errand yesterday, and great to announce that Mummy is almost finishing the 2nd novels, just within a week. Hmm .. the Shopaholics series, very entertaining. Peaceful & lovely life, but miss a bit of the fast & mad, mad world out there. Lose out on the latest gossips & happenings too. Miss the S11 too ...

Hopefully, the new 'Star' will change everything & according to the 2012 prediction, it's the best ever year for Rabbit, especially the Wood Rabbit. Ohh, just can't wait ...

Today ...

There are two days in every week that we should not worry about,
Two days that should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One is YESTERDAY, with its mistakes and cares,
Its faults and blunders, its aches and pains.
YESTERDAY has passed forever beyond our control.
All the money in the world cannot bring back YESTERDAY.
We cannot undo a single act we performed.
Nor can we erase a single word we've said - YESTERDAY is gone!
The other day we shouldn't worry about is TOMORROW,
With its impossible adversaries, its burden,
Its hopeful promise and poor performance.
TOMORROW is beyond our control.
TOMORROW'S sun will rise either in splendor,
Or behind a mask of clouds - but it will rise.
And until it does, we have no stake in TOMORROW,
For it is yet unborn.
This leaves only one day - TODAY.
Any person can fight the battles of just one day.
It is only when we add the burdens of ,
YESTERDAY and TOMORROW that we break down.
It is not the experience of TODAY that drives people mad,
It is the remorse of bitterness for something,
Which happened YESTERDAY,
And the dread of what TOMORROW may bring.

Let us, therefore, LIVE ONE DAY AT A TIME!
LIVE FOR NOW, TODAY!!

3 Weeks

It has been 3 weeks since Mummy stayed at home 'goyang kaki'. Too tired to narrate. Taking this opportunity to rest well before going out to the battle field again. Hopefully, things will be better this time. The past experience were definitely valuable but please, no more. Can't cope with all the madness, stress and most importantly, the violent office politics ...

Currently, Mummy is a stay home mom. Sound rather nice yeah, but rather worrying too as with Mummy's lifestyle and shopping trend, $$$ are too important to be ignored.

Love you, miss you ...