Here It Goes Again

Alone, in the gloomy little condo, nothing to do, no one to talk to & immobile ...

Here it goes again, trapped in the 'sarong', hardly can move & it sounds too familiar. It had just happened 1 year back! The old wounded memory flashed back ... Mummy just don't understand, life is cruel. It's not getting better, not getting anywhere ...

I miss my baby Rayvin, I miss him so much, I miss him even more now ...