3 years ago, Mummy was at the TDMC, anxiously waiting for the arrival of our new baby boy, Rayvin. A memorable day, a tearful day, supposed to be the tears of joy but ended up with tears of sorrow, emptiness and lost of hope and faith. Everything just tumbled down, crashing to the deepest end. No more light, only tears and sadness. The scenario was still so clear in Mummy's mind and it felt like just yesterday. Even though, time goes on, people change, environment change, but nothing will erase you from Mummy's mind. It's a sad, sad, day but who cares? Nobody ! Everyone goes on with their own agenda, leaving Mummy walking through this lonely path alone. It hurts deeply but life goes on. Miss you so much, especially today. Cant even work today.
Last night was a cold and extraordinary windy night. Bathroom door opened by itself several times, the chimes rang in melody, the violent gush of wind trying to make its way to the bedroom and Mummy was wondering .... Were you there ???
Missing you and love you so much, so, so much ...
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