Grieving

Mummy is currently reading a meaningful book - On Grief & Grieving, which provides Mummy with a new perspective on life & death. It is based on 5 stages of grief - denial, anger, bargaining, depression & acceptance.

Losing baby Rayvin is heartbreaking, shocking, devastating & unbelievable. At times, Mummy can be rather moody & miss baby Rayvin very much. Sometimes, Mummy felt trapped in various stages of grief. "It can't be true, something must be terribly wrong. It's just a night- mare. Tomorrow, everything will be fine. Where is my baby Rayvin? Mummy is tired of waiting & baby Rayvin is still not home yet. When is baby Rayvin coming back? Mummy had not feed baby Rayvin & baby must be very hungry now. Is this a punishment? Why & how can Mummy burn (cremate) a beautiful baby?"

Don't worry, Mummy is fine - just need more space & time as every individual grief differently, with different duration. Baby Rayvin, till the day we will meet again, Mummy miss u...