IN MEMORY OF BABY RAYVIN - OUR LITTLE ANGEL
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17 September 2008

Missing My Little Angel

It has been 1m 3w4d since baby Rayvin went to Heaven. Time flies really fast. Very soon, Mummy will be back to work. A real mixed feeling now - sometimes so excited but also very nervous. Mummy's friends will surely ask about u again & again. Mummy is so scared, so scared that Mummy will not able to hold the tears. Even till today, Mummy still miss u deeply & still cry everyday without fail.

2 comments:

Kereen said...

dear Mummy,
Do not frown.. You have family and the friends who love u.. Be strong and everything gonna be alright.. :-) Keep up your spirit..

Anonymous said...

Pauline,
Writing spontaneously as your feelings flowed out help to release constant grief,pain and sorrow within.However u need to be brave n not to fret over what was determined by God. "Kong-kong n ma'ma" and two aunties and uncle were all there for you and the cute handsome Rayvin.We all need to help to nip the pains and grief. We all need to help each other to be more closer in the day today affairs of growing up. We need each other always to pray constantly for everyone good health and that they are equally loved and cherished. We seem to be more closer and more loves flowed. Maybe its what Rayvin wanted. Rayvin already had all the love and affection from all of us from 0959 to 1334 hrs although it was barely for a 2hr 36 minutes on fateful day of 22.7.08. Seeing both daddy and mummy cradled the cute handsome Rayvin broke "Kong_Kong"'s heart that he had to leave the room several times on that fateful day. How to describe n put in words the feelings ....simply cannot. However "Kong-Kong" is proud to announce here that Rayvin's daddy had done a good job of escorting and giving him a good send off on "Kong-Kong" advice(to make sure the funeral parlour workers did their task properly and not "chinchai") I am glad he is not so superstitious I am happy and took my advice. So get on with life and try again and pray more often to ask the blessing from Lord Buddha.